just a quick update on how everyone, and i really mean everyone in the office, that had seen the condition of my storetable being revamped to my table surprised. plus those that hadn't seen the original state, complaining why i was unsatisfied with my table because it looks so nice in the pictures posted.

i feel a sense of accomplishment...for being such...a award-winning efficient maid? should i cry or be happy for myself, i really don't know. all i do know is, i'm really glad i got a place to plop myself down and attack my work.

following that, i must clarify ONE very important thing now now now. WAIT, sidetrack - now now now was my favourite phrase at my previous very enjoyable workplace h*bc because one of a cartoonic manager always like to say now now now and that phrase got stuck with everyone who wants things to be done in a hurry, so just say now now now and its done, keke... how i miss h*bc. *sighs*

everyone has been asking why i'm back with d*s since i'm not at all happy. answer is i don't know. don't ask me. i really don't know. or maybe i say the reason may seem ridiculous to some whom don't understand my situation on career progression but logical to others whom really understand the issues i'm facing.

well, anyways, its not that important now since i'm already here. so i shall will be happy, try to be happy, learn to be happy and stay very happy while i'm here. its always the attitude that counts you know. =)

haha... side track so LONG. to continue my ONE very important point, is that i do not blog or even surf the net during office hours. at h*bc, i have all the unlimited web access but i did not ONCE surf the net for personal pleasure. (ok la, maybe ONCE lor. haha... really just once ONCE or er, TWICE. keke...) its mostly for work like yellow pages to find contact numbers or street directory for addresses and postal codes or other char-ba-lang what nots.

not to mention that now hor, its restricted net access lor. d*s think we children lor. restrict us. machiam we will go play friendster or download irc can. bo liao right!

honestly, its not that i don't want to do all this fun stuffs la, but i really got no time at all. the day is hardly enough for me to finish my work and some days i knock off at 10pm. plus, when i'm not busy, i try to do other miscellaneous things work-aiding things like print extra relevant forms for future usage, pack files etc etc. i'm a model employee ok!

i'm highlighting this, because well, haa, a couple of my colleagues read my blog and find that i got so much time...to blog in office. ok la, not all, only......"yes, alvin, i'm talking about YOU! so, see, i specially dedicate this part of my entry for you to tell you, i not slacker like you hor, surf net during office hours ok."

hee... no la no la, actually alvin is also very conscientious.just that the f-up bank, sometimes just screws up on our jd (job description, for those a little lost on my acroynms), training schedules and blah blah blah... so much so that, staffs like alvin gets stuck somewhere and doing nothing at the moment.

wish i can also do nothing at the moment but just hang around lor. i'm already like 300% operational. hais... today i so clever somemore, go shred some very crucial document. god...

so yup, i blog only at home and no where else. not even my friends or parents place because blogging needs a certain type of environment. not conducive, blogging juice won't flow lor. =P

i was trying to locate all those entries that has d*s in it and amend it. scarely they sued me for slandering based on my last entry. just in case they hire a platoon of staff to google or yahoo out blogs that badmouth them since they got so much things to be badmouth about lor. ma fan right!

but with all the hoo-haa over blogging, i better be proper else, the next time i see you all, might be behind the glass wall liao lor. i see some of you are smirking. wishing i'm behind the glass right? one word - EVIL!

hmmmm, i got so much things to complain about actually. my colleagues, my meetings, my jd, my office, my boss... but i can never finish.

remember months back when i went back h*bc and i was talking about the guy sitting beside me whom was extremely untidy. now with my current colleagues, i think i was making a mountain out of a molehill then lor.

here, i have a colleague whom ignores me and another whom is scary to the core - revengeful, insincere, fickle, proud... well, the list for this particular colleague just goes on and on and on.

i don't know how i'm going to survive. just hope that another new colleague whom would be joining us in december, in exactly the same position as us, can stand, think, work, walk, action on the same line as me. starting to pray from this very minute. pray for me too, will you? her name is stacie neo...